Today's post will be a mash-up since I am behind a few days. First my new work schedule has started with 3 days off in a row. I am now locked into 15-20 hours per week vs. 35. Ya...baby!
With these days off I plan to get my novel outline complete and start drafting by the end of the week. I have started an online paper called Metaphysical Weekly that highlights channellers and spiritual teachers that I find inspiring.
Lastly I wanted to talk about Sophia since I quit posting on her old blog and will post any updates about our Stem Cell journey on this site. We are shooting for the clinic date in Malaysia in Nov/Dec, the clinic hasn't posted their winter date yet. If our financial situation changes, either I get a book deal or some other miracle, we are considering going to the Thailand clinic for the 5 day protocol in addition to the Malaysia clinic. Since both clinics do a different procedure I want to give Soph both opportunities.
I'll close the post with a revelation I had about Sophia today. My new definition of Down Syndrome means....the present moment.
Since I have started back to work I call on my breaks and talk to my girls. Gracen gives me an update then Soph gets on and just jabbers. Every once in awhile I hear a clear word like, swim, doggie, bucket, bye-bye. When I got home yesterday I told my husband I wished Sophia could tell me about her day. Immediately after saying that thought out loud I felt terrible for not accepting her for who she is.
This morning as I was thinking about it again I realized Sophia causes me to stay fully in the moment. She can't tell me about how her day went (the past) or what she looks forward to tomorrow (the future). When I get home from work she squeals with delight and yells...momma,momma, momma, and gives me the biggest, warmest hug I could ever need. Our interaction is in that moment and then she takes me to the next moment whether that's to get a Popsicle or play in the sand box or go for a bike ride.
What more could I possibly need? She is exactly the spiritual teacher I asked for.
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