My Multi-Dimensional Life...

This weeks celestial alignments have caused my night time Dream journeys to intensify.

Dream journeys...I rarely have typical dreams, I have what I call mergings. I have conscious awareness of merging this personality 'Susette' with another aspect of myself in another time and space. Some might call it 'past lives' but I feel them as simultaneous lives. 

Backstory...

Ever since I was little I could see spirits who had passed from the Earth. As many boyfriends will attest I would awaken in the middle of the night with someone trying to get my attention. I discovered I had a 'transition team' that helped me merge these wandering spirits with what I call their Soul Aspect. It would be like reuniting the river with the ocean.

I have helped friends, family and many a stranger merge with Themselves through the years but over the last few years it rarely happens. I have moved on to seeing and experiencing 'other' life forms, some look like humans and others just look like light.  These experiences are contributing to my novels. The first book in my 'Light' Series and my 'Blueblood' Series will be available early 2012.

After years of meditation, studying books on Astral travel by Robert Monroe and all of the Carlos Castaneda material, I now have conscious awareness of my Dream journeys. They all start out the same.  I begin to 'fall asleep' and then I find myself hovering above a lifetime. I view the situation for a bit and then I 'merge' my consciousness with theirs. In the beginning I used to confuse the hell out of the 'other' person by bringing my present Earth life details into their mind. This has almost gotten me killed on a few occasions.

I am usually in that body for a short amount of time, just long enough to change an event, whether that is saving it's life or bringing some awareness so that being can make a different choice.

The lives I merge with in my Dream journeys are not random...they are always triggered by someone or some event that is happening or going to happen within 24 hours of my life here as Susette. 

Here is an example using one of last night's mergings...

Sophia, my youngest with Down Syndrome, is in the Life Skills class at her school. When I took her to school yesterday I saw a substitute was there in place of the Head teacher.  She was an older woman who was gentle and quiet.  She didn't speak to me but we noticed each other at drop off.

Last night I merged with a lifetime where I am picking up Sophia, 5 years old and does not have Down Syndrome, this older woman is her teacher. As we were leaving I am carrying Sophia and a protest is going on outside the building where the school is located.   An intense feeling of heaviness overcomes me so I must put her down. Just as I do she takes one step in front of me and I am struck by a car that is aiming for the protestors.   I die and Sophia lives. This teacher eventually adopts her and raises her.

This morning I take Sophia to school and this teacher is there again but this time she greets us at the door and she says..."Yesterday I thought you were an aid for the classroom when you were walking Sophia in. (I seem to be the only Life Skills parent who drops off and picks up their child, the rest take a special bus)

As I reached out to shake hands I say, "Hi, I'm Susette" She grabs my hand and I get my typical 'feeling of recognition' and she gets tongue-tied (typical, since she is trying to process what this connection is) and never does tell me her name.

She will take away from our meeting exactly what her Soul chooses to experience...I took away a deeper understanding that we are not these bodies, neither are those children with disabilities. They, like the rest of us, chose that 'costume' to play a specific role.

My 3rd novel series is called 'Merging'. I call myself a Metaphysical Romance Writer and this series highlights a woman becoming aware of her ability to Dream journey and merge with her simultaneous lives. The first book will be available in early 2012.

Cheers,Susette